Sitting here on the futon drinking cranberry-apple tea after a fun night of music...
...Sitting here after an incredibly long and somewhat difficult two weeks. It is nice to get back to Makella, back to thoughts that don't revolve around grades or 'drama' or plans not working out. Back to being with God to be with Him, not to just ask why, and not to just ask Him to fix my mess-ups. Taking the time to thank Him for the sun and family and friends and my health.
I have been completely self-absorbed these last few weeks and it's not fair to those around me and not fair to God.
I'm going home next weekend with a friend. It will be good to get back.
hello.
- Makella
- Well hello. I have some hobbies mostly including music; performing it either by voice, playing piano till my pinkies hurt, a smidgin of guitar, recording it by means of my job as a sound engineer for the college I currently attend (if it is a job, does that mean it is a hobby?), and enjoying it by either listening to it or experiencing it live, which stirs my soul... to quote a friend "I listen to it the way most people inhale." - Some other activities I partake in: taking pictures of things, water skiing; lounging with my dogs; dancing like a loony; drawing on my hands; running; marching; reminiscing; hoping; enjoying; talking; asking; cuddling; laughing; reading; riting; rythmatic... - Also, I have this peace and this passion that Im using to serve the One who made me. Im on this earth for a reason and that helps me feel safe because Im not questioning why Im here (I question, but not about that) and if I was questioning my purpose, my life would be a gloomy one; flat and gray like slate, and I dont want to live in a slate world.
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